Waning Corn Moon (age: 20 days)
Sign: Aries
Weather: Humid, mid-70s
Drought status: None
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While I have been struggling with depression, I've been trying to work with this egregore I've created. Clearly it has picked up the energy that I was impressing into it when my son asked me what the Cinderella doll was doing on the altar. I think that work is beginning to yield some results.
I was doing some journal work and came upon some major realizations with respect to trauma and conditioning that was forced upon me during the period of my life that this egregore is aligned with. I find that the ptsd triggers surrounding housework and more specifically washing dishes are easing up some as well. Perhaps this experiment in creating an egregore to hold the trauma memories and transmute them into neutral memory is having some success.
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